Leuty Parker

Tag: #sad

  • When I Die…

    …if say I want to be remembered as an exceptional industry changer.

    I don’t want to be REMEMBERED as that, because it’ll be a reality.

    The plan would be cremation, and the ashes sprinkled on plants, so I could keep living (kind of).

    I want this to be documented by myself so others don’t have to make this tough de, at a sorrowful time.

    My mum wanted for her corpse to be left for the gulls… which is illegal. And rather selfish as your dearest would have to decide the plan for your course.

    My mum died, earlier today.

    RIP Anne Saxby

    …. Now how she wanted to be remembered is to be decided…

  • January Blues

    Commonly, January blues is both 1. The fact that the holiday season (ie Xmas) is ending, and 2. SAD = Seasonal affective disorder. This is when the cold weather and shorter days get to your mood either consciously or subconsciously.

    My theory is the state of existential anxiety. In short; there’s nothing to do. No reason to be. This can be awful. And after having my TBI, I was in continual existential anxiety. No reason to exist.

    But that time was “all hands on deck” with recover; where in this case EVERYTHING had to be rebuilt.

    So after working, working, working, working on recovering, it’s just adapted. You may like pimple, I prefer squares. Kinda different, like that.

    So now finalising my MSc keeps me busy.